A memory of you washed over me today like an ocean. A beautiful, deep, terrifying ocean.
We were at J’s wedding. I hadn’t seen you since I got married. The moment I saw you I couldn’t breathe. My heart…stopped. When you hugged me… electricity. Your eyes – that longing – it had been so long I’d forgotten how it burned into my soul. We couldn’t take our eyes off each other and when I left the wedding and was sitting in the backseat of the car I could smell you on me. Your cologne ravaging the pores of my skin and I breathed you in and breathed you in and breathed you in.